Bathroom Epiphany
Had a real [experiential] (almost life altering) epiphany the other day.
All i did was add a prefix to every thing i thought about touched, felt experienced
the prefix was ‘divine’
and my divine-hand divinely-touched the divine-touch brush … etc… this almost joking play continued for a few minutes, and then it dawned on me, and i was stuck naked, in divine awe of; the divine i was in – the divine i am – the divine created illusion that we are journeying in and i both cried and laughed at the same time – the light was blinding.
Like a rabbit in front of oncoming headlights, I froze, grateful, humbled, unable to move, aware of being in the presence of the divine, that every moment a huge amount of energy was being provided to recreate every moment, a huge amount of love and patience. But that the divine, was not out there somewhere in some alternate (higher) consciousness, but right here, right now.
This was not like my previous ‘mystical’ experiences of loosing myself in the ONE, or the dissolving of self in the oneness of the universe. Here I was stuck in self but realising that everything, including my ‘self’ was actually divine.
